How did this happen?

I was completely crazy. I took out the yellow paper pen from my arms, but I just drew a boom spell. The fire spontaneously ignited. Wow, I spit out a big mouthful of blood. The real yuan disappeared. This is exactly the same as the first scene four years ago. No real yuan was attacked by the spell force.
True yuan disappeared, disappeared, and I couldn’t feel the breath.
From a practitioner to an ordinary person, this gap is like the difference between heaven and hell. I am afraid that people with strong mental qualities can also accept that my body is soft and my strength is lost like a flood, as if I were pumped by a giant.
I …
I became an ordinary teacher, Zhong Kui. What should I do?
Ordinary people! Practitioner!
From heaven to hell, beyond the extreme gap, who can accept that I am lost and desperate, just sitting around as if I have no mind and stupidity, as if I have no hope, the road ahead is blocked by a huge gap, and I have tried my best to cross a generation and been blocked in the same place.
"Alas, Xiaobai, there is something I want to say. The head of the 50th generation of Zhong Kui Gate once said a word. I think you are very desperate now. These two words can be cowardly. People with strong moods have no despair. Seeing hope, people can do their best to destroy hope." Qi Ling said with a heavy tone, perhaps because he felt that my heart was completely desperate. This time, Qi Ling made an exception and didn’t say anything ironic.
I sat still and obviously didn’t listen to Qi Ling’s words. At this time, heavy footsteps rang out in my ear. I raised my head and the giant came to my side. I looked at him with an expression on my face and then lowered my head.
Chapter 44 Seal Zhen Yuan
Juqing was surprised that he didn’t strike again, but he looked angry and said coldly, "Xiao, if I had to punch three times again, I would definitely kill you. I knew you were such a bear. What a fucking loser!"
"You’re the fucking loser, not the loser!" I argued angrily, but this argument was based on the fact that I lost Zhenyuan and my only fighting capacity. I was deprived of my status as a practitioner by a giant, and now I am still cynical. Do you really want to humiliate me to death?
"You are not a loser!"
Juqing said coldly, "The first punch I used violence to test your physique. After the second punch, I used moves to test your mind to see if you could see through the mystery in my fist. However, I didn’t expect that your physique was so strong that you could resist my fist. The third punch I sealed you, but you let me down. Your mind is so fragile that you can’t stand setbacks. People like you are suitable for being an ordinary person and never have a chance to step into the practice world. The last sentence I am disappointed. I am really disappointed that you may be able to support your family with a strong physique."
After saying that the giant left me, I was still decadent, and the departure of the giant did not affect me. I lowered my head as if I had lost my soul and lost my self. The giant said a long and long speech, and I refuted it because he said too much. I accepted this blow and lost my true yuan. For me, it is no less than losing my life and losing everything.
The head of Zhong Kui Gate is ridiculous. Although Zhong Bai has done all kinds of evil things, he has nothing to say about his strength. The descendants of Zhong Kui are the best candidates to be the head in name and strength. However, I have failed to live up to the expectations of my master and become a basket case. What can I talk about in the future to revitalize Zhong Kui Gate? It’s really a big joke.
"Don’t you understand me, Xiao? Having a strong heart can travel all over the world even if you are weak. Unless you are killed, no one can stop your pace because you have a strong heart."
"Elder Qi Ling, don’t say I’m white. What do you mean, but what can I do without Zhenyuan?" I said with a miserable smile
"You still have physical strength after losing Zhenyuan. Those old guys in Qin Xiao sacrificed themselves to help you inspire your physical strength. Are you just giving up?" Theory of spirit disappointment
"What if I don’t give up? What else can I do? Tell me what else can I do?" I seem to have been stimulated, and I jumped up from the ground and roared around like a crazy beast.
"Let him tell you!" The spirit suddenly said something without head or tail.
"who?"
Suddenly, the scene in front of my eyes seemed to be fast-forwarded by a thousand times, and suddenly the scene change stopped. I stabilized my mind and found myself in a strange place, and so on. It seemed to be the scene in my brain, and I recognized the scene at once when I saw the three-dimensional picture of my brain before biology class.
"Ling Xiaobai!"
Suddenly, a familiar sound came to my ears, and I wondered that it turned out to be an old man with white hair and a strange light flickering. I clearly remember never seeing this old man, but his voice was so familiar.
Qin Xiao!
At this time, I remembered who it was
"Is Qin Xiao’s predecessor you?"
"Yes, it’s me!" Qin Xiao smiled and said, "Ling Xiaobai, is this the first time we met?"
"Yes, yes!" I nodded wildly.
"Mu Baiju Qing didn’t mean to kill you. If he really wanted to kill you, no one could save you. He found out your actual identity at the first time. Of course, he didn’t believe that Zhong Vernacular’s attack was tough but not enough to kill you. The punch he blew out made Zhong Bai unaware. It was because of this punch that he discovered your physique and wanted to accept you as an apprentice. He didn’t expect you to be so frustrated. Finally, he left disappointed."
Say that finish Qin Xiao shook his head as if also disappointed.
Seeing this scene, I lowered my head and said, "am I a waste?"
"No!"
Qin Xiaobi affirmed that I raised my head in astonishment and said, "My elder is mentally fragile and I will never enter the field of cultivation. Giant Qing once said …"
"Wait, answer me a few questions." Qin Xiao suddenly intended my words.
"good!" I nodded blankly.
"Is the giant engine a man or a god?"
I thought about this carefully and said softly, "The giant engine is strong but he is human!"
"Okay, answer me another question. Since he is a human being, will he be able to control your destiny? Did he say that you are a waste or a waste? Did he say that you will always step into the cultivation world?"
"But I …"
"Remember that your destiny is in your own hands. Even God and God can change your destiny. The road ahead may be difficult. What a giant says can help people with unstable minds. I believe you are not that kind of person."
I was silent. Qin Xiao’s words made my heart tremble. I seem to be wrong …
Qin Xiao sighed heavily and looked at a face of confusion. I said earnestly, "The science of uniting the world is like the law of the jungle in the animal world. If you want to be born, you need not only strong strength but also a strong desire to climb higher in the science of uniting the peak. Both are indispensable."
"But what’s the difference between me and ordinary people now that I lost Zhenyuan?" I am excited to say
"Sacrificing so many old friends has inspired your physical strength. If you are depressed, I can say that I am disappointed and they are disappointed. Think about it yourself. My time is up."
With that, Qin Xiao’s body slowly faded and finally disappeared. His departure in my sight didn’t wake me up from my confusion. I lowered my head. At this time, a person seemed to come to me. I tried to raise my head. It was a strange old man who could appear in my mind. There seems to be a person in my mind!
"Xiao Bai Qin Xiao is really a stunning figure. Although I don’t know his identity, he must be a big man in the science of uniting. He has actually figured out that you will have this day. All of them have left a soul mark. This time, it is the real meaning to disappear. Xiao Bai Duo, I don’t want to say a word. There are many important things waiting for you to do in this world. Qin Xiao, your master, and those old undead people all hope that you can get up again."
Qi Ling paused and continued, "I want you to get up, too. Do you know anything?"
I shook my head blankly and said I didn’t know.
"Because you are the owner of the magic divination mirror, I believe that you will get up if you choose the magic divination mirror."
The spirit disappeared, and I came back to reality as if it were a dream, but when I woke up, I still woke up.
I closed my eyes and lay with my face confused like a facet, which seems to never disappear. The real element was sealed, and I still refused to give up looking for the final or disappointing result.
The curse of Zhong Kui Gate has become a thing of the past. I lost my true yuan, and Zhong Kui Gate lost the last trace of disappointment. Is it really necessary for Zhong Kui Gate Foundation to ruin my hand? In this case, I still have the face to see the master and the ancestors.
Boom, a strong will has sprung up in my mind!
No, I want to get up!
When I woke up from my dream, I seemed to wake up at this time. I opened my eyes and generate showed a strong belief. I stood up straight and looked at everything in front of me. I had a strong self-confidence and I couldn’t believe that I had a powerful force when I clenched my fist. It was not true yuan but pure physical strength.
"It turned out to be so strong and confident that I finally understood the physical method. It turned out to be like this. I finally understood!"